Monday, June 9, 2008

P1i

I ♥ :)









*sighs*

and i fell inlove

:)

*warm fuzzy feeling*

Friday, June 6, 2008

i despised today (watching 21- movie)


Today sucked! There was this bitch in the elevator who pissed me off. Home isn't even home anymore. And even if I was given a cupcake from a friend, it cheered me up- but just for awhile!

I hate my day... do you hate yours?

watching 21 to cheer me up and take my mind off this shit!

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

a not so usual wednesday

Love's heels broke today so I tried comforting her by saying that it was just normal that this happened today. Her shoe was a bit old so yeah. I tried offering her my shoe but she wouldn't let me. Got a 20 on my World Literature quiz. Bad, passing score was 20 too. Cheeseburger, my seatmate was asking if he could cheat but I wouldn't let him cos the professor was looking. After all, we were both sitting in front.

But the main high light of the day was when:

I saw froggie, near the elevator. Actually, Love saw him first and when I did look at him... boy was my breath blown away. He looked super good with this new designer shirt and his shoes were just really good and it went along with his outfit. Too bad I just saw him for a couple of minutes, cos I wouldn't mind looking and watching him all day. Infact, he looked so good today that I could just eat him alive. ;)
-apologies, I am just a typical girl today.

cheers!

Saturday, May 31, 2008

continuation of the previous post.

Just got back from the Mall of Asia. Feet's aching but I'm pretty contented with how the day went even if it started off all wrong. Been shopping for a sweater and I think I got what I wanted. Also bought food supplies and took care of some other important things. Here's alil preview of it.. (picture below)
to end off the post, here's alil something that I did for someone I'd rather not mention- I think you already know who you are!

it's been a long time,
why keep me waiting?
for something that will never come back.
i try to let go, yet,
the past haunts me, like a ghost.
never leaving me
alone.
it grips tightly on me
just like a lost child
please let me move on.

please just let me go. .

just another random day



Ok, it's been long since I last made a real entry. Just been cleaning and just living life. I haven't even done my research on World Literature. And it's due on monday. I'm about to head out to do some serious shopping. ALONE- since my sis is in some stupid orientation. Will try to take pictures if possible.


Thats What You Get - Paramore

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

You give me feelings



I slip.
There's no point in even attempting to grab a tightrope as I fall.
There's no point, because it's nothing more than I deserve for being so careless as to leave myself open to this kind of pain in the first place.
I bite down on my tongue, feeling like I've been stabbed.

Friday, May 23, 2008

Thursday, May 1, 2008

Inner thoughts

Dining in Rampai Sari (BSRC) with my sister Joyce at the moment. Fish & Chips, Pattaya Fried Rice smoldered with hot chili sauce and pancakes dipped on honey and butter. Yum! Haha, I remember back when I was a kid, my parents used to take us here on special occasions. I was an excited toddler just impatiently waiting for the yummy bites and food to come. I even remember dipping my index finger in the tall glasses and lightly rubbing it on the tip of the glass (the part where you drink) .. it makes these waving sounds and I was always in awe when it happened. Sighs... old kiddie days. I miss those times when you didn't have to worry about anything because mummy and daddy were always there to fix everything. Times when you just played around, sleep and ate. Young and carefree days.Sighs.

Now that you're in college/ university you have to live on your own. Choose what you think is right. Tackle with your own problems and although there's still mom and dad to help and listen- you always want to fix everything on your own. Independence and pride. I think I really am growing up. But inside, I'm still the child whom papa used to carry on his lap... the kid who tried helping mama in the kitchen whenever she was baking cakes or just some special filipino dish (she didn't let me help much cos she claimed that I was too young and that I might hurt myself)
I'm still THAT kid at heart. And sometimes I miss being that kid.