the strangest feeling

Ok I know that it's not normal for me to write an entry twice a day but this I juust gotta write about. So I was browsing the internet.... and I came across a page of an old friend. He may have been the sweetest most amazing guy friend I may have ever known. Why do I say that? Well, there was a point in my life where I got bullied but afew of my classmates. I have no idea for what particular reason specificly but yeah. I was.

And being so, it came to the point where no one wanted to be my friend because once they talked to me.. that person too would be tortured by the same bully. So yeah. Anyways, I had no one by my side. No one to talk to and no one to help me with the doubts I was having with the lessons which were bing taught to us.

And one day, that special friend came up to me and sat beside me. Asked me what the hell I was doing sitting alone all by myself. I explained to him about the bullies.. thinking that he didn't know. But he did. And he told me.

So what happened you all may ask? Well, instead of turning his back on me just like everone else.. he HELD my hand. Saying that everything was going to be okay. And yes, he too got bullied. But he didn't take any of it. Neither did he take any of it seriously. I was so amazed with him that we became really good friends.. he taught me how to play piano. And I taught him the basics of singing.

I knew that I wasn't alone anymore. He was so different. So unique. So special.

But when I left for further studies.. we lost touch. He was so busy being in a varsity. and I was busy with my own life too.

And just afew minutes ago.. I saw his page. And he now too.. has someone special in his life. Someone who would love him back.. To make him happy. I just hope he doesn't get hurt.

But writing all these.. I know I can never build up the guts to spill it out on him. To say how he made my life easier, bearable.. and for showing me that I shouldn't care what others think of me. And that I should live life to the fullest. Hence, I am so thankful to God for giving me a friend like him. He made me happy once, now.. it's his turn to be happy too.