were they signs?

Ok.. weird day...

1) Saw my crush.. or should I say ex-crush (i stopped being deadly into him cos he figured that I was into him) therefore, knowing that.. I just don't wanna stare at him or make any eye-contact with him anyways. Cos when we were dismissed yesterday at 11.10am, I had this URGE inside me to get in the nearly-closed elivator and when I was about to put my hand in between the elivator doors, it opened. Unexpectedly.. and when I saw who was pressing the elivator 'open' button.

It was him. My crush. My fecking ex- CRUSH!!

Anyways, seeing that, I exited the elivator and waited for another empty one. He was looking directly at me. Gosh, how easily I can melt in those beautiful hazel eyes of his.

Anyways, thinking that that was the end of the story.. I was wrong. When I got in the elivator.. me and a couple of friends decided to crash in the campus cafe just to randomly hang out. Guess who was there?

It was HIM again! Gosh, and yes, once again... Dione tried to get his attention by mentioning my name loudly and asking silly questions with obvious answers. She succeded once again as he looked.. or should I say.. he rather stared. Anyways, unlike the elivator incident in my previous post... strangely, this time.. I didn't burn red and I didn't feel like wishing that the floor would eat me up. Instead, I liked it. I know. Weird right? Gosh, Dione is such a bad influence on me... haha, but I love her anyways.

Anyways, when we were about to leave.. my crush decided to leave as well. They even tried to leave before us. And witnessing such, I decided that we'd stay. Dione left anyways.. but I stayed. I didn't mind. And when my ultimately ex-crush passed by our table, I caught him staring again. But what the heck.. I just didn't really seem to care. Happy, yes. But yeah.. I just didn't seem to feel any sparks anymore.

Yet, knowing so.. I don't know why I am wasting my time writing all these crap in my blog.

2) I joined the uni paper team. Well, I've just applied for it. And while doing so I was given so many mishaps, by God perhaps.. that almost made me give up wanting to join the team:

• when I submitted the application form, I was told that I was to submit the form along with 3 sample works that I've done.. which obviously all my works were left in Brunei!!!!
• Upon writing new sample works.. my laptop was borrowed to a friend and the computer I was using on the condo's ground floor shut down just when I was about a wee bit done from finishing my first draft.
• Stole the two other articles from my blog.. just so that they could get a grip on what kind of writing I love to do.
• It was raining and I had to go back from the uni back to the condo like... err, 5 times.
• When I thought I was ready to submit my works, I noticed that I recopied one of the articles and so I had to go back to the printers to print the new sheet.
• And FINALLY, I was able to submit my work... WET. and SLOPPY.

The lady who collected my work didn't seemed to mind that fact though. But yeah, I do hope I get in.. cos I really worked hard to do everything. It even cost me my whole week's allowance. So yeah.

Anyways, I have alot of assignments piled up for me this week.

* I have 2 essays to write. One of which is also due this week, Friday.
* A 12 paged script that we have to memorize.
* Writing revisions for coming mid-term next week.
* Writing parts on a shortband paper.

Arggghh!!! So for those of you who are reading this.. I have a message for you guys.. "ENJOY HIGH SCHOOL.. COS WHEN YOU GET TO UNI.. IT'S ALL WORK AND NO PLAY.. ERM.. NO FUN AS WELL"