continuation of the previous post.

Just got back from the Mall of Asia. Feet's aching but I'm pretty contented with how the day went even if it started off all wrong. Been shopping for a sweater and I think I got what I wanted. Also bought food supplies and took care of some other important things. Here's alil preview of it.. (picture below)

to end off the post, here's alil something that I did for someone I'd rather not mention- I think you already know who you are!

it's been a long time,
why keep me waiting?
for something that will never come back.
i try to let go, yet,
the past haunts me, like a ghost.
never leaving me
alone.
it grips tightly on me
just like a lost child
please let me move on.

please just let me go. .

just another random day

Ok, it's been long since I last made a real entry. Just been cleaning and just living life. I haven't even done my research on World Literature. And it's due on monday. I'm about to head out to do some serious shopping. ALONE- since my sis is in some stupid orientation. Will try to take pictures if possible.

You give me feelings

I slip.
There's no point in even attempting to grab a tightrope as I fall.
There's no point, because it's nothing more than I deserve for being so careless as to leave myself open to this kind of pain in the first place.
I bite down on my tongue, feeling like I've been stabbed.

gelica's bday

Inner thoughts

Dining in Rampai Sari (BSRC) with my sister Joyce at the moment. Fish & Chips, Pattaya Fried Rice smoldered with hot chili sauce and pancakes dipped on honey and butter. Yum! Haha, I remember back when I was a kid, my parents used to take us here on special occasions. I was an excited toddler just impatiently waiting for the yummy bites and food to come. I even remember dipping my index finger in the tall glasses and lightly rubbing it on the tip of the glass (the part where you drink) .. it makes these waving sounds and I was always in awe when it happened. Sighs... old kiddie days. I miss those times when you didn't have to worry about anything because mummy and daddy were always there to fix everything. Times when you just played around, sleep and ate. Young and carefree days.Sighs.

Now that you're in college/ university you have to live on your own. Choose what you think is right. Tackle with your own problems and although there's still mom and dad to help and listen- you always want to fix everything on your own. Independence and pride. I think I really am growing up. But inside, I'm still the child whom papa used to carry on his lap... the kid who tried helping mama in the kitchen whenever she was baking cakes or just some special filipino dish (she didn't let me help much cos she claimed that I was too young and that I might hurt myself)
I'm still THAT kid at heart. And sometimes I miss being that kid.