Inner thoughts

Dining in Rampai Sari (BSRC) with my sister Joyce at the moment. Fish & Chips, Pattaya Fried Rice smoldered with hot chili sauce and pancakes dipped on honey and butter. Yum! Haha, I remember back when I was a kid, my parents used to take us here on special occasions. I was an excited toddler just impatiently waiting for the yummy bites and food to come. I even remember dipping my index finger in the tall glasses and lightly rubbing it on the tip of the glass (the part where you drink) .. it makes these waving sounds and I was always in awe when it happened. Sighs... old kiddie days. I miss those times when you didn't have to worry about anything because mummy and daddy were always there to fix everything. Times when you just played around, sleep and ate. Young and carefree days.Sighs.

Now that you're in college/ university you have to live on your own. Choose what you think is right. Tackle with your own problems and although there's still mom and dad to help and listen- you always want to fix everything on your own. Independence and pride. I think I really am growing up. But inside, I'm still the child whom papa used to carry on his lap... the kid who tried helping mama in the kitchen whenever she was baking cakes or just some special filipino dish (she didn't let me help much cos she claimed that I was too young and that I might hurt myself)
I'm still THAT kid at heart. And sometimes I miss being that kid.