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start of something old

Another week has passed and next week will be a start to the mid term exams which we all have been desperately dreading. I can't seem to sleep much lately. It seems almost as if something was preventing me from falling asleep. I longed for those days back then when nothing bad happened yet and life was all good yet I took advantage of it and watched tv instead of catching up with me beauty sleep.

I'll be spending my weekend with my uncle, tito jhun so I'm pretty psyched up cos atleast I won't be ALONE this weekend. I am so going to spend the most outta it. Nyahahaha! Oh well, I will be bringing along my new ACER laptop which I lurrve so much thanks to mama and papa. I love my family loads and loads. Don't even know what I will do without them. I am so blessed!

Anyways, ever since we met up with Sir Neil Buencamena (pardon the spelling) to talk about Eli's death.. haven't been getting much sleep again. It sucks because I very much feel fine at daylight however when the bloddy sun comes down when everything is quiet and everyone is all hushed up... it feels awfully lonely and ugly. So yeah, sometimes I hang out at Kat's dorm but there are also times when I chat with family and friends online. I just wished that Eli's soul would rest in peace already... she really needs prayer I think and so pray for her you guys. I always pray that God will forgive her for what she did and all.

Oh well... this is where I will end my entry so you guys have a nice weekend.

csb close peers

nya... blah... cha... shah...

hello all. Me day went pretty well. Although it didn't start off as I wanted it to... it pretty much ended as I hoped. Rex the cute kid from korea was there, with his poses and his backpack. And then I saw James, who was pretty hot when I saw him wearing corporate wear. He looked totally humble yet appealing. Gosh, did you know that he followed us all the way to the Learning Resource Centre.. yikes! Caught a glimpse of him staring as well.. ahahah! And then there was J in STARBUCKS... with his fellow peers. Last but not the least there's 'Emo Guy'.. with his smokin' bod and colorful boxers popping outta his low-cut, fitted jeans... sighs!

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The sign's randomly on campus tables however no one ever cease to really follow. Hey, you can't really blame us though... we're just freshmen.

Concert afew months ago. It's ordev accredited, hence, I went and attended it. Local bands playes and although I don't know much about em they were really good as well.

Me necklace that will always be treasure by me. It's very special cos I bought it when papa and tata was visiting me here.

Me wallet that unexpectedly cost alot. Was surpriesed when I saw the amount appear on the cash register monitor. Tata was the witness of the look on my face.

That's the message it has on. I agree.

love, gayle, kat and me

Hanging out in STARBUCKS with Love, Gayle, Kat, Egie, Hans, etc.

Freakish acts with Love and Kat. :D

Going back to school from Ivy Hills... hahaha.. super bright!

Resting right after P.E. at Kat's condo.

lost a friend - have to move on

present for Gayle and Love... my two closest twin friends. HAPPY 19th Birthday!!!!!!!! Beauty of nature :)

Been awhile since I last blogged. Had no mood since I heard that a fellow classmate here in Philippines killed herself but yeah, I'm just slpwly trying to move on from everything. Anyways, my dad and my sister visited here for a week and that sorta helped alot but now that I'm back alone once again, I still think of her from time to time but yeah, there really is nothing I can do about it cos we can never turn back time no matter how badly we want to although I do wish that I was alot nicer to her when she was with us in the class. Since then, I've been keeping myself busy and trying to get distracted so I try to hang out at the ground floor or even with a blockmate who stays in the same building but today she's with her family so yeah..

Been seeing alot of new people who lives in the condo. Haha, plus I have a new best friend already.. he's Mr. Security Guard.. ahaha, he keeps me entertained when I'm bored. Hmm, what else? Oh yeah, there's this cute guy whom I saw at the elivator and I've seen him more that a couple of times, he's really cute and he goes to the same uni that I go to as well. Just now, I saw him at the Learning Resource Centre and he smiled at me... haha, yesterday I saw him as well while waiting for a friend. It was a rainy morning and he came while I sat on one of the chairs in the ground floor... he saw me and he closed his umbrella, wiped his shoes with the entrance mat and then sat on a chair oppsite my table. :P

Here's a couple of pictures from my newly improved condo. Designed by my dad. He really does make a good interior designer. Well, he is improving. :)