days go freaking fast!

I have my first classes as a uni student tomorrow. Nervousness is starting to attack me again! Did I tell you that we have STARBUCKS in our campus library??!

Thigh-ache while shopping!

Woke up with my thighs aching! And I know the reason why. It's from all those games we played yesterday! Anyways, can you imagine me walking around the mall abnormally cos it really hurts. It does! Shopped for new clothes and shoes and even bags as school will start for me on monday!

First orientation.

Orientation was crazy. Seriously, so many wild frost ( freshmen). Rich too. Like seriously RICH.. Somehow, I'm just not in the mood to make new friends.. I suspected that, but wasn't sure it'd really happen. Anyways, our campus is said to be the most expensive campus in philippines.. *shrug* erm, PhP150 million, they say. And it's state of the art. Played games and did ice-breaker games.. but still. So many cute guys though.

I think I have a headache right now. Got wet cos it rained hard and I got alil wet.. even forgot to bring my sweater.

The Picture Is Clearly In Black And White.

My dad's arriving in Pinas today.. at 10.30pm. I know they were just here this april but him coming here wasn't a choice cos as you all may have known, I have been searching for a condo in the taft area of manila so that I would just walk to the uni everytime I have classes.

Plus it's easier and faster to get the unit if the parent or the buyer was there to sign the necessary forms.. unfortunately I am still so-called not authorized to sign any contract as I am underage.. although those paper sheets are screaming out to my ears that they need to be signed. I can't do anything now, can I?

Oh, just came from the province.. and the 8 hour drive today wasn't so bad. Although something bad almost happened to us as t'was raining when we were on the road and one of the cars we came across with suddenly hit the brakes and my uncle, whom was driving swirled the van so violently that one side of the car almost left the ground. But nothing happened cos God was with us and I know He will always keep us protected, no matter what. That's why it's so important that you pray everytime you leave the house or before you hit the road.

Anyways, although my dad's coming here... I still wished that the whole fam came with him. I soo soo mish them!!

Live life.

Life doesn't always happen the way we want it to. Sometimes for the good, sometimes to the contrary. But whatever happens, we have to survive it. And to be able to do that, we gotta have someone at our side. For comfort, to encourage and to make us feel loved every once in a while. And sometimes to fight loneliness.

Without that someone, we turn to frustration and depression. And honestly, that never helps. It's better to face life now than later because the right time never really comes unless you make it happen.

I do believe we have this strong person inside of all of us. Let that personality free. And the key is never to loose hope. And God, of course. Literally, it is easier said than done. But you know? It's still better when you do than say.

:)

But which ever way, we have to survive it just like everybody else.

A story to share.

Mom : Honey, I heard that your teacher says that you are good in maths?

Child : Yes...

Mom : Ok so, for example.. I gave you 5 apples and 3 grapes. What will happen?

Child : Say thank you. *kid smiles*

me & skirt = impossible!!!

Ok, so life has been going uphill so far for these past few days. Yesterday, I had to wake up super early just so that I could make it to the university early. And I never knew that you had to wear a freaking skirt if you went for check ups(?) Yes.. me in a skirt?? *gasp* how shocking no? Well, for guys – it’s exceptional, of course.

Tip #1: I never knew wearing a skirt makes you feel so free downunder. No wonder guys become gays. No offense.

Traffic jam was long but we managed to get there 3 hours before the scheduled time. Not bad aye?

Anyways, we waited there until 1.15pm which was when I was to have my medical and dental check up. Yes, the uni is THAT strict. But hey, throughout the long loooong wait I met a couple of girls. Two in particular were Christine who kinda had to leave early cos her requirements weren’t complete so she left early and Jenny who was Chinese. Too bad her classes were in the afternoon. We would have hit it off good.

The check up was quicker than I expected though. And here’s the thing: we had to go topless just so that they can check if we had lumps in our boobs. I nearly died in shock when the doctor in charge told me to take my shirt off. And I don’t have any cavities.

I am officially physically fit. Woot!

After my day at the uni, we headed for two jeep rides and one bus fair.

Tip #2: NEVER wear a freaking skirt when you know that you’re going to be in a vehicle for 6-8 hours. Not comfortable!

Tip #3: DON’T wear a skirt when it’s windy.

So yeah, the ride was what I would call ok-inna-fun way cos the ac in the bus kept shutting out every 5 or so minutes. And for some reason I thought it was funny. Maybe it was the heat messing with my brain cells or the fact that everyone around was complaining. Or maybe because one of the passengers ordered the bus driver to stop so that he could buy an electric fan. Or even for the fact that the person sitting directly behind me regularly farted every 15 minutes.

Honestly, I missed laughing heartedly.

I had to get 3 bottles of mineral water from 3 different stops cos it was super hot but it’s all good. Bought 2 hot dogs, a few packs of lovely, crunchy-crisp crakers. Life’s good. And to top my day off, once we reached our provincial home, I found out that there was a text message from my mom… in malay. It just cracked me up until I’ve given myself tummy cramps.

Bringing beauty to life

Soar throat is competing with my mood at the moment. But hey, I wont let it get over me anymore. Well atleast not for today. I'm over here at my aunt's relative - spending the night here actually. Who would have thought that they would have wi-fi connections therefore, I am trying to make the most out of it at the moment. Anyways, this will be my entry for now.

Love y'all,
me. mwahhers!

PS: Happy Mother's Day Mama!! You don't know this yet... but you ROCK my world. Love you!

Happy Mother's Day Mama!

Been spending quality times mostly with my cousins, uncle and aunt. I've somehow gotten close to most of them unexpectedly. It's fun though. And even if I caught a flu somewhere, I feel way better compared to my depressed days. Actually, my depressing days keep getting better each day. Thanks to everyone who tried cheering me up. Anyways, I know that it's been a while since I last made a post. That's cos I'm practically NEVER home. Or that I just don't have the time. Anyhoo, I just wanna say HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MAMA!! And to all the wonderful mother's out there. Not going to dedicate any message for my mom here in me blog cos I've already decorated an email for her. Plus it's message is a tad bit too personal to expose here. You know, just incase. *winks* Anyways, you mothers out there ROCK our worlds.. Woot!!!!

The view........

Every now and then I fall apart.

To the mysterious person who left a comment on my last post, I just want to say thanks. Even though I feel so alone and that I fall apart every now and then, friends are always there - trying their best to cheer me up and forget about my emotions even if it's just for a little while. Thanks guys!!

shout it all out

Don't you ever wish that when you're feeling down, you could just shout and scream and wish that everything you're feeling would just disappear? Cos thats how I feel right at this very moment. I've literally tried everything to cheer myself up yet, sadly nothing worked. I've come to the point where I just wanna give up. Break down and cry until every tears' gone. Yet, crying isn't enough. And you know what makes it even more depressing? It's the fact that I don't even know why I feel like this.

mad. sad. glad.

Life hasn't been treating me well for a few days now. Been having a swing of moods and I don't like it at all. It sucks. Sometimes I just pray to God to make it stop. But sometimes my patience seem to run out. Woke up moody and grumpy today. My day wasn't any better either cos luck seemed to disappear. For day 1 in the condo search, we didn't find anything. Plus I hate the people here in Philippines. They treat you like crap when you don't have money and when you do they're you're very best friend. Such plastics. No wonder the country's corrupt!!!