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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ATE JOYCEE!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ATE JOYCE!!

Even though I ain't there to celebrate it with you.. hope that you enjoy and have a really good and enjoyable time!!

HUGS!

back to normal life

okay.. so right now im not into anyone yet. although i find it weird that guys stare at you when you're walking around the campus more often when you're not wearing glasses compared to when you are. sighs.. its so typical of guys to look at pretty, perfect-looking girls than those who are smart and well-respected.

anyways, i have communication skills lecture and jose rizal quizes tomorrow. i will review for it so dont worry. hmm, what else.. i got so many flattered comments from friends today.. i guess it kinda made my day. ahaha, plus i dont really care about my ex-crushes anymore... i just dont wanna care anymore. haha, although this mood would keep out throughout the end of the term... i hope. ahaha. gosh! i wanted to write so many things but i just dont remember what they were at this moment.

oh yeah, hung out with mira and velle.. we went to The Mall Of Asia and when i saw everyone with families enjoying themselves.. i remembered my family and suddenly had this urge.. maybe made me shed a tear or two but hey..no one noticed. thats about it anyways.. take care everybody.. thanks for checking my site as well.

having bad day

randomly bad enough to make me break down and cry.. sighs.. its just one of those days.

typical rainy day

woke up as my cell phone rang loudly at around 11am in the morning. It rang for atlease 5 times before i drowsily got up, grabbed my cell phone and answered it with my sleepy voice. It was my aunt, checking up if i was okay and to remind me to get to the photoshop later that day to copy a pic for my sister's college application form. After convincing her to calm down about it, she hung up and i went back to bed.

unfortunately, after afew attempts, i couldn't go back to sleep so i cleaned up and went downstairs on the reception area to make a call and find out if classes were still suspended for the day. apparently, it still is. *oh my my!* i gave a loud sigh and went back to my unit. did afew morning exercises and then grabbed the cereal box from the counter as well as the carton of milk in the fridge. It was still raining outside.. and i think 'God, please make the rain stop already.. how can we start our reviews when it keeps raining like this?'

anyways, drew a pic for Andy, a friend to cheer him up. he told me through ym that he was having a bad day.. here's the sketch:

ohh, and good luck to me sis who apparently is doing the 2nd reading in church today.. woot! you go and spread the word of God girl!

rainy day - a typhoon for a life

I just wanna say hello to tata and mama, to dila, nic, nana, faz, xioba, chin, dennis and to the rest who may possible be reading this post.

Heavy waters still gushing heavily through the outer side of the building. Lazily woke up at 10am.. so much for attempting to sleep early last night only to find out this morning through text messages from a classmate and mumy Tunay that all classes from all levels were suspended once again. Not shocking.

Anyways, ate cereals (honey stars) for breakfast and watched the news.. {you never know when the world might come to an end} and then afterwards started on my Jose Rizal thesis.. I know that its boring but the stuff's compulsory so yeah.

pride after fall

I saw him.. walking breezily to the coffee stand while I was on the other side. Me and a friend passed by and I caught his attention without meaning to. I felt his eyes staring at my face without any interferance. I liked it.. the way he stares at me like nothing/ nobody else is around but the both of us.

But instead of returning his gaze, my pride told me to just keep on walking and to pretend not to notice him. It won me over, but yeah.. it's too late to turn back time now when everythings' done.

I think I'm falling for him already. :s

screwed post?

well, i saw ex-crush today and yeah.. my feelings for him have not returned. not that im expecting any. haha, good sign. however, i do feel something for this hunk that used to give me signs that he was into me. well, initially he thought that i was into him because i kept staring (reason why i was staring at him was because a friend was crazily into him) and so he was responding by giving me signs that he too was into me. gets? anyways, when i stopped looking as ex-crush came to my life.. he faded in my memory and now that im so not into ex-crush anymore.. i think im starting to find him appealing.. or so. i dont know why i prefer guys who are outta my reach by yeah.

haha!

Rainy days - lonely ways

Hot mugs filled with hot choco liquid and marshmellows.. cookies to dip with warm milk and baggy sweaters to keep me warm. All schools have been cancelled from yesterday til today due to the heavy rainfall and the typhoon passing by the Philippines. I'm so bored to death watching the replays on TV. Not to mention the stack of books lying open on my bed.. yes, I have indeed been studying for the final exam coming soon and also for the Algeb quiz tomorrow.

I just hope that classes would start normally tomorrow cos quite frankly.. I'm missing this person.

Loads and loads of chocolate bars

I was invited out for lunch today.. but i felt like passing.. after all, im broke and i just have to learn to get a grip of money. Not that I'm like a spender and that I don;t have control but yeah,

hmm, temptations are always with me but I try to fight it although it makes life more complicated. hmm, what else.. i saw ex-crush today.. at first I didn't notice it was him passing by and then I saw him staring so yeah.. I just instantly noticed. He was in rocker style mode today. Hahaha!

What else, we spent the whole P.E. Lesson dancing silly aerobic moves and everyone passing by can see us through the transparent glasses. Oh yeah, there's this cute guy who's here in the campus cafe every thursdays and he was here again today. I was sitting next to him last week so thats when I noticed him. He left already so he can't possibly read this entry. Haha, he's tall and well built. hmm, cant really explain much but he looks like someone I used to like from church.. he's like a Shane Ward look-alike.. haha, anyways.. this entry is getting pretty long so I'm gonna stop. I had an more-than-okay day today. Hahah, I love the fact that it's our holiday tomorrow. Wee!

Seeing him after awhile

haha,

yeah.. the title up above is indeed true. I did see my ex-crush just now.. and let me tell you this, it feels weird seeing him again after like not seeing him for more than a month or so. He has this new hairstyle which my friends think is gorgeous on him but I still think he looks better with the old one. I caught him looking over our table twice. Hmm, well anyways.. classes were okay today except for ComSki-Lec which has started feeling like a drag after the teacher was changed but there really is nothing that i can do about this because who am i to give authority to the campus on who's suppose to be teaching us and who shouldnt be. oh well, but thats life and i gotta live with it. hahaha!

til me next entry people. love y'all.

You are beautiful

haha,

thats what a chinese guy from my filipino class said to me. he said "You are beautiful." with his chinese-ish accent and he said it while staring right into my eyes. hahaha. I was so shocked that instead of saying thanks.. i turned away. seriously, how worst could it be? haha, i think he's cute though. haha, he's 21 i think. hmm...

aching heart

hey, im back. just woke up after crying myself to sleep. im just so not in the mood right now. i cried during a class and i cried when i got home. maybe its school. maybe its me. i dont really know anymore. a friend told me that i've been through so much.. thats the reason why i suddenly bursted out. sighs. im hating it right now.

God, please help me get through this.
:'(

one gloomy friday morning

its pretty dark out, shadows covering every corner of the room. i had to practically drag myself out of bed this morning to go to uni. gosh! at days like this , i prefer to be cuddling in me comfy sofa bed and sleeping the day away. hmm, just the though of it makes me just want to not go to school. i didnt even bother washing my hair today.. which i am scheduled for but i can do it later after all classes so yeah. sighs. i just grabbed a sweater and a shirt from my wardrobe incase it gets too breezy out. yawns. first lesson was a drag.. we were reminded of our group activities and the take-home quiz which was suppose to due on wednesday. thank God it doesnt have to be type-written. my allowance is costing me all the crappy printed pages.

arggh!

Turned off

okay, so macho guy is not my type and that he turns out to be a player according to another friend. haha - cos he's macho? anyways, i dont really mind because there's loads more other guys out there anyways so not much of a loss really.

lol!

haha, thats the good thing about this campus. Once you loose a guy, you can get another one at an instant. hmm, well maybe not THAT quick but sommat like that anyways. hehehee!

boy-cotting

you know what. i am so addicted to dipping Chips ahoy with cold milk. it's the best seriously. i can live with it till the day i die.

hmm, you know what.. not having a crush on one guy and checking out other guys are not bad at all. i think i'm starting to enjoy it even. hehehe! for intance, today we had a two and a half hour break and we were guy-watching and seriously, the campus is full of different looking guys: the goth, the emos, the rockers, the simple, the machos, the quarterbacks, the slim, the slenders, the models, the artists, etc. i could go on forever. Not to mention other nationalities and culture so yeah. every guy type you want is basically there. heheh!

i noticed this guy that dione pointed out just now. macho looking, cute guy whom i've caught staring more than once already. she asked me if i wanted to be introduced to him.. she knew him from her previous school.. and as the person that i am - i said no. haha. i think he's just cute though. nothing like my ex-crush. dione said she wanted those arms wrapped strongly around her. hahaha! typical.

i just cant understand how she can approach just about anybody EXCEPT her tarzan looking crush. haha! i think he's already suspecting something because whenever he's around we all go like "ehem! Dione!" and she's like "Oh God! Oh God! What do I do???" haha. sighs. i just wish that she'd approach him already and get it over with.

anyways, thats about it for today you guys. just a non-sensy blog!

:)

A bad 24/7

I cried.

Last night right after an exhausting day out in school and with all the pressure from my grades and lessons, I cried. Why? Because I lost my Bible. The Bible that my dad gave to me before I left for Philippines. The Bible that comforted me through thick and thin when I was homesick during the summer holiday. The Bible that I read everytime I got bored. The Bible that meant so much to me not just because it was printed and bought in Australia, but just the value of it to me.

I cried for a whole good hour.

Kat, a classmate, tried to comfort me. And I prayed to God before I slept last night that I'd find it.

To make the whole situation worse, I didn't get 8 hours of sleep just thinking of it and how my dad would react if he found out that I actually lost the Bible. Oh and that's not the end of it.. This morning, while I was washing my cups, guess what happened. Give up?

The water tap on my sink broke. Actually, when I moved in.. I had difficulties trying to get the water running. But the fact that it broke just as I was about to start my day made it worst, The water was leaking and I was trying to get through the reception downstairs through the intercom. But that too wasn't working. So I had to change from my PJs and go all the way down to inform them.

Well, unfortunately, the maintenance were all girls.. so they had no idea about whatever goes on when it comes to mechanics and pipes. Thank God the worker who helped built my unit was there. Because if he wasn't.. I would have left for school with my water tap leaking. Anyways, he said that the tap needed to be changed and that if we got a new one, he'd change it for me. I guess the hours of me chatting with him was worth it after all this time.

:)

PS: I asked the D/Os' in the campus if they happened to see a black little Bible in my class.. And it so happened that they did. When I saw my Bible.. I jumped for joy and did the sign of the cross. Haha! Dione saw it and laughed at me.. but I didn't care. Hahah! I so love my friends!

the weirdest of the weird

Hey all!

Sorry I haven't been updating you guys with what's been up with me. Hmm, if I'm not mistaken.. my previous post was about me wearing contacts. Well, yeah.. I didn't wear it to school yesterday because I freaked out about it being stuck in my eyes. It's my first time waring it today cos I had P.E. and we were doing all these jumps and aerobics and it's weird when your dorky glasses falls to the tip of your nose and you have to pull it back up to prevent yourself from looking like a total granny.

Anyways, did I tell you that I moved on from me ex-crush. Well, yeah.. I have. And you know what.. I saw him today. Right before P.E. class. Waiting alone - hiding himself from the crowd - meek, subtle, quiet. I haven't seen him for more than a week but yeah, it's sad that he still waits there and all. WHy I'm sharing all these.. I don't know!

contacts(?)

hey!

guess what..

I'M WEARING CONTACTS. And it's so cool. Like seriously, I thought it was going to be tough but it's okay. Lol! Anyways, Mira helped me with everything. she's the best. Lol!

I gotta do an essay on Mariang Makiling now.. so yeah. hmm!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the best person in my life!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!!!

Even though I'm not the first person to be able to greet you back there.. I hope you know that I'm celebrating it with you. You have taught me so much that I can't even count the blessings that you have brought to the family. Thank you for always listening to me, for laughing with me and supporting me with whatever decisions I choose to take in. And for believing that I can be matured enough to stay on my own - even when I complain alot. For encouraging me, for inspiring me and for giving me strenght and a purpose in life. I am so thankful to God for bringing you into our lives. You are totally the BEST and COOLEST MOM alive to me.

And I can't say how much I LOVE YOU.

hugs you with all my strength.

hope you enjoy this special day of yours!